"Give me fuel, give me fire, give me that which I desire"

I've been reading Job for the past month. It's a good book (well duh), but it's been VERY slow going. I've been patiently waiting for something to be revealed to me. OK, God, why I am reading this??
Job 33:26-30 (The Message)
"Or, you may fall on your knees and pray—to God's delight! You'll see God's smile and celebrate, finding yourself set right with God. You'll sing God's praises to everyone you meet, testifying, 'I messed up my life—and let me tell you, it wasn't worth it. But God stepped in and saved me from certain death. I'm alive again! Once more I see the light! This is the way God works. Over and over again. He pulls our souls back from certain destruction so we'll see the light—and live in the light!"

AMEN!! I've been here a month, still trying to find my place in all of this. It has really been a struggle...but I praise Him for it. YES, I miss the South....YES, I miss New Spring: the church family, being able to serve, being comfortable (NewSpring.cc)...YES, I miss my friends. I know I will be put in this position many times over and again until God gets it out of me. I've got to the point of frustration many times...and it's as if He looks down and says....Are You Done Yet?...OK, Now Do It MY Way, and Let ME Help YOU.

For some of you reading this, please don't let my misrepresentation of Jesus make you turn your back on Him. You have a choice.