rare...macchiato and chai latte influenced

Not since the summer nights at Cloud Nine on a bottomless cup binge have I felt this way. It started with reading; something I NEVER used to do. Velvet Elvis by Rob Bell- I want this book, but I'll be patient and leave it where I found it...it gives me a good excuse to go back. Keywords are patient and go back. Ok, I'll explain...patient: I want to go back to South Carolina. My body has told me that I am a failure with my parents, but my heart tells me that I'm not giving up, I'm just moving on. My parents have told me (with a blessing) that they want me to have a life. Well, I choose freely to live in Anderson, South Carolina. A place where I can worship, serve, live, work and play.

NOTE: I've used a lot of Scripture on this subject...am I using it to get what I want and using it out of context...I'm still struggling with that.

Patient b: I'm past the five-month-itch, going on eight. Ok, I'll explain. Every relationship I've had strangely had a five month span between them. Right now, I'm struggling with wanting the emotions of a relationship. Joe's record states that he has shown the right kind of love to the wrong women. Just being honest; if I'm wrong with this statement, I'm married!! So, I guard my heart.
Well kids, congratulations, you've got all my words for the day.